Another session knocked out. Thanks to @ishmaeljohnson for working on me and @dedicationtattoo for hosting. I bitched a lot and y'all are champs for dealing with it 👍💁🌊🌈🐉
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I’ve been stressing about my relationships with other people.
I don’t want to be annoying.
I want people I like to like me.
I don’t want to be needy or the guy always looking for help.
I want to be the one people come to for help.
Am I irresponsible?
I know I can be stubborn, but do I think I know more than I do?
I like learning new things, but do in have preconceptions that keep me from being more open to new knowledge?
Should I be more humble?
I’ve never been the overconfident one, no just the opposite.
Am I becoming the person I think I am?
How do you step back and see yourself, I mean really see yourself?
I just want to give, but what is there to give without taking a little first?
I don’t know if I like the way some of my friends think about me.
Maybe I was a different person back then, but am I any better now?
My old friends treat me like an idol most times and I like to think it’s because of all the love I show them.
Am I not showing enough love to my new ones?
Is the position I’m in my fault?
What am I doing wrong?
If not wrong, what can I do better so that I can just be who I want my friends see me as.
I want to be there for everyone and I want them to come to me because they know I am.
And more than anything right now, I want someone who would be able to read this and understand every letter, tear me down, and show me how to rebuild myself the way I want to.
I guess it’s always just been me, making so many wrong decisions.
I wish I had a mentor.
Someone who has made all these mistakes and could tell me how to fix them or avoid them or just deal with them.
That’s probably why I want to adopt a kid, so I could give what I never had.
Is it too late for me though?
How much more growing do I have left and how am I supposed to find someone to look up to before it’s over?
It’s so fucking hard making yourself into the person you want to be when you have no idea how.
I feel like I just keep knocking myself down and trying to go forward without ever picking myself up.
Maybe I was never standing up in the first place, maybe I’m still learning how to walk.
But life is forcing me to sprint.
Or am I doing that?
Was it me the whole time, pushing myself into adulthood?
Am I even ready for this shit?
Will I ever be?
I can’t remember if I was ever really prepared.
I keep seeing you in the dark spots of my mind
We could go ghost hunting just leave the skeletons of your closet behind
They’ll be heavy where we’re going
I mean,
I’m leaving her bones behind
Just so I could trade yours for mine
Twilight would feel like the time is right
But we should get a good nights sleep before we repeat the same mistakes I know we both made this time it’s not about getting laid
I mean,
I would take you from the bed to the floor, don’t get me wrong
I just don’t wanna make you feel like a whore, at least for too long
I know I come off strong but so are you
We could handle our vices with virtue
It’s true, I can be misleading
But these feelings aren’t fleeting
Just fluttering around in my stomach, muttering something cyphered
You could help me break the code and download an empire
Set fire to what we once knew
We never met but I miss you.
Found this sweet shop in downtown Littleton of all places.
Boba’s helmet is signed by Jeremy Bulloch, which I thought was dope. There was a signed Vader head above it too, but I couldn’t get a clean shot with the way the case was. It was pretty crowded with priceless memorabilia.
That Yoda is from the original mold used in Return of the Jedi, back when he was still a puppet.
Those hanging window ornaments were probably my favorite though. Nothing special, just some star destroyers and Y-wings. They’re from the 70’s and super collectible, but it would be so dope to hang those from your cars windshield! The walkers were from the same decade as the ornaments which was pretty cool.
Anyway, the name of this little gem is called Reinke Brothers. You can check out their website www.reinkebrothers.com or go there and check it out yourself! They’ve got way more than sweet star wars collectibles.
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Hand poked broken ukulele on the legendary Whitney from days n daze!
I can’t!
Please just one time in the butt Barbara
Steven Tabbutt : Surreal, Chaotic, and Colorful Art
Steven Tabbutt’s rich paintings of refined hairy ladies, robot beasts, and spotted monsters are absolutely amazing. I can get lost in his works for hours and get transplanted to a mysterious world where nothing is what it seems.
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